I Learned How to Float!

Whenever my feet hit the ocean, something magical happens. I start thinking about the Lord and I have no choice but to take notice of this massive life giving source of beauty that He has created. I just love water. It inspires me and it helps me to see the magnitude of God. This year, I learned how to float again. I first learned as a child, but somewhere along the way, I stopped going swimming and therefore forgot how to float. I also forgot how to trust God.

My whole life has been about trusting God. I go through so many obstacles that require me to trust Him and I get upset every time because I expect Him to just take care of me. What good is that when it comes to getting to know Him on a personal level? Will you really work at your spiritual relationship and growth in the Lord if you are never required to really get on your face and seek Him concerning heaven? Yes, He is a parent, but He wants us to learn something on this journey of life also. He wants us to be emotionally mature and He wants us to trust Him no matter what the situation may look like. A part of really becoming close to Him is learning to trust Him when you see no way out of whatever you are going through. The thing about God is that He always shows up for me when I least expect it. It’s like going around the same mountain over and over again because I have to learn that God can break a mountain in half so that I can get to where He needs me to be. Even as I go higher on this mountain called faith, I still find myself having to learn the same lesson which is “trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your path” (Proverbs 3:5-6).

Today I encourage you to trust God. Allow Him to do whatever He is trying to do with you and believe that you will come out not only at the place that God wants you to be, but you will also find yourself closer to Him. It’s like learning to float again. I was afraid, but once I got it, I got it. The danger in this is that you have to know that you cannot leave God once you are out floating on your own. At the end of the day, He is the one that has to teach you how to swim. Floating is only the beginning.

Lord, in Jesus name I pray to trust you even when I don’t know what my next step in life will be. I pray to never leave you and I pray to remember that you said that you would never leave me. I thank you for grace and I thank you for mercy even in times when I did not deserve it. Lord, I pray to go higher in you and I pray to trust you like never before. I pray that I trust you to teach me how to swim just as you are teaching me how to float. I pray to take everything to you in prayer and to be anxious for nothing. Thank you for loving me despite me. Lord, I pray over your people and that you teach them to float above whatever they are going through. I pray that you teach them to have a heart that has treasures in heaven instead of investing their heart in earthly desires. In Jesus name, I pray amen.

Recommended Reading: “Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank Him for all He has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus” (Philippians 4:6-7 NLT).

“Don’t store up treasures here on earth, where moths eat them and rust destroys them, and where thieves break in and steal. Store your treasures in heaven, where moths and rust cannot destroy, and thieves do not break in and steal. Wherever your treasure is, there the desires of your heart will also be” (Matthew 6:19-21 NLT).

“Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen” (Hebrews 11:1 KJV).

“But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him” (Hebrews 11:6 KJV).

Recommended Listening: Deeper by Marvin Sapp

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