The Attention of God

When we focus on man instead of God we miss the attention that He lavishes on us. Leah was seemingly an underdog from the beginning of when we first meet her in the bible. She was the older sister, but yet this blessed man of God choose her little sister over her. She was involved in a plot set up by her father to be snuck into the bed of the man that thought he was marrying and sleeping with her sister on their weeding night. I’m sure Jacob was pissed when he got up that next morning after sleeping with his wife and finding out that it was not the one that he had worked 7 long years to marry; but what about Leah and her feelings? Did Jacob use harsh words toward her when he found out that she was not Rachel?

Leah was a blessed woman although her husband favored her sister over her. She was blessed of the Lord to have seven beautiful biological babies. She so badly wanted her husband to love her and she began to attach an emotion to each additional life that God allowed her to bring forth. We don’t want to miss the blessings of the Lord because we are too focused on how man feels about us. She was less favored, but had multiplied blessings. Her husband may not have loved her the way that she desired to be loved, but God was using her. Leah birth Judah! Jesus comes from the lineage of Judah. She seemed unflavored, but she was highly favored and chosen by God.

Being chosen can hurt. Leah probably had many days where she wondered what was wrong with her, but God was moving in her favor on a grander scale. Judah was Leah’s fourth baby. With this fourth child Leah decided to praise the Lord.

Unfavorable circumstances do not mean that you are unfavored by the Lord. You are being set up to be blessed. Leah’s blessing was not a short term blessing. Leah’s fourth and last biological child, through which Jesus came, is still saving and changing lives today.

Don’t miss God. Focus your attention on him and the love that he showers on you. Lord forgive us for focusing on our circumstances and the way that people feel about us instead of focusing on you. Lord open our eyes to see your grace. Lord put a praise in our mouth that one can steal. Thank you for your love father. In Jesus name. Amen

Recommended Reading: Genesis 29

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