War for your destiny pt 2: Journey to Purpose

YOU HAVE GOT TO WAR FOR YOUR DESTINY!!!! The devil wants to get you to the point of depression. He wants you to give up. He wants you to forfeit your destiny, but you have got to fight. Today, I actually thought the words,” What am I doing this for?” I felt left out, I left behind, but I have to know that I am where God wants me to be. I remember being at a point of actually asking my mother to admit me to mental institution. I was that un-happy. I believed that I would find peace in a place like that. DO NOT EVER ALLOW YOUR SELF TO GET SO CLOSE TO THE EDGE OF LIFE THAT YOU WANT TO JUMP. This does not have to mean suicide. It can mean giving up on living for God, or giving up on caring about people, or even caring about yourself. The journey to purpose has bumps in the road. I believe that God does not expect us to be perfect, but He requires us to strive for perfection. He requires us to try. He requires us to seek him. If we were perfect we would not need Him.

I encourage you and I encourage myself to try. Try to stay committed to the same Christ that died for us all. He never said that we wouldn’t mess up and that we wouldn’t be hurt, but we have an awesome reward which is Him. We have the Holy Ghost to lead and guide us. We have grace!

God is so precious, don’t allow life to rob you of him. God will give you what you need when you need it. Anything that you don’t have, you don’t have it because it’s either not time yet, or it’s not in His will for your life. Throw your plans away and seek God on the plan that he has for your life. We get lost when we stop seeking God.

One of my favorite scriptures in the bible is “trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him and he will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6)”. It can be hard to trust God when you had your own path all worked out. I always say that God loves you and has your plan for your life. We have to believe that. We have to know that each destination is important on and for our journey to purpose and the promise.

Recommended Reading: Stand still and know that I am God (Psalm 46:10).

Lord today, I pray to trust you. I pray to not look back and consider the bad things that you rid my life of as options that I should have considered. I pray to stop comparing my life and journey to other people’s, always wondering when my time will come. I pray to seek you more than ever. Not gifts or blessings, but to know who you are and to get closer to you. Lord forgive me for the things that I take for granted and help my unbelief, in Jesus name, Amen <3

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