DON'T LEAVE JUST YET !

Do you know that some of us will leave God before we will leave a mate that lies to and cheats on us? Trust me, I‘ve been down that road and I’ve thought about going down it again, but I’m here to say to you don’t leave just yet. We give man so many chances to get it right, but we rarely allow God to shower us with the fullness of who he is. Your pain is for a season. In life we go through droughts, but God will never allow you to go dry and thirsty in the desert storms of life. Hang on to God’s every word in this season. We need to date God and treat him like the people we fall in love with. God wants that time with us and if you give it a chance, it will be so sweet. I pray that we see this sweet side of Christ. I pray that we stay up at night just to talk to him and ask him what he is doing. Wouldn’t it be awesome to blow kissy faces at God and tell him how much we love him and receive his love in return? I pray that we receive the love of the father. We know he loves us, but do we really receive it?

Being in union with God is a marriage, he is my husband and I pray to fall in love with him more and more each and every day. In this relationship, I am the sinner and the cheater, but he keeps loving me more and more even when I want him to let me go. I thank God for grace. I mess up daily, but he cleans up my mess and turns it into a message. I’m emotional and I can be clingy, but I pray to be those things with God. We have to give man a break and cling to God in order to be refreshed and fulfilled. God has never broken my heart and he has loved me when I have hated myself.

God is our mirror because he is the truth. In him we see the true reflection of what and who God created us to be.
Although, you may be in a trial, please don’t leave just yet. Wait for the windows of heaven to pour out multiple blessings on you. Allow the Son to shine bright in your life. Wipe your eyes young man or young woman…..

“But those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint” (Isaiah 40:31).

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