Forgive Yourself!!!!

I know that there are some things that should stay private, but my desire is for you to see Christ in my life. I am a work in progress and I want for you to be in the car with me as I travel along life’s highways. My desire is for my life to be used for Gods glory. There are a lot of things about myself that I pray God will never ask me to revel, but if my past will heal hearts, then so be it. I found myself ashamed about my last blog. It was very personal and I wanted to take it down. I spend a lot of time afraid of judgment, but I pray that people saw how God has moved in my life and on my behalf even in times when I did not deserve it. I have so many stories about things that could have happened to me, but God stopped it. I’m here to share Jesus and I pray that you guys get the courage that you need in order to do the same <3

My challenge for this week: I pray that you guys will join me in this!

Write a letter to my past

Write a letter to my future

Be honest

Purge

Pray

I believe that this challenge will bring healing to your heart and that it will, hopefully, help you forgive your self and others. You have to know how to forgive yourself. Searching deep within yourself can hurt, but God desires for you to be free. Do not allow your past or anyone from it to condemn you. Remember that you are a new creature in Christ Jesus! God says that He has removed our sins as far from us as the east is from the west (Psalm 103: 12). Rest in what God has already accomplished in your life thus far and know that he us not finished with you yet.

Power Verse: "Come now, let us reason together," says the LORD. "Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool (Isaiah 1:18 ESV).

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