The process of Becoming

“Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows” (Luke 12:7).

The thing that I have come to appreciate about God is His attention to and His eye for detail. I mean, look at the world around us. We have water falls, the sun, and the stars in the sky to admire. I especially admire waterfalls because I like to believe that man can’t recreate them. Look at your life and notice the special details that God is using to form you into the man or woman that he has called you to be. Sure, some of the edges of your life are not smooth and yes you have had some sharp and painful experiences, but what have you learned? Your unsmooth edges and those painful experiences are all a part of your process of becoming.

That beautiful water fall or that masterful painting goes through a process before it is truly complete in the eye of the creator. Some people may pass by you and think that you are beautiful in the midst of your process, but God knows that there is more on the inside of you. I am always amazed by the way that God loves me because I know that I am underserving. I know my ways, but so does God. Stop beating yourself and believing that God can’t use you. God will give you ashes for beauty, but you have to be patient with Him. You wonder why you are going through so much and it is because you are in the process of becoming. The process of becoming is a process of learning. This process is not always an easy one, but it is necessary to sustain you and keep you on the way to your destiny.

The thing that I love about Jeremiah and Moses is that they both asked God to send someone else when they were chosen. The thing that I love about God is that I believe that he got angry when His sons suggested this option to Him. God is passionate about us. Even when we don’t feel like it, He has always watched over us and preserved our lives. We all have a purpose and an expected end. When God calls us, we often don’t know what to say or how we will accomplish the task, but God says that IF we open our mouths He will fill it (Psalm 81:10). All you have to do is move. Moving takes faith. God will do everything that He has spoken to you, but first you have to have the faith to just move.

The truth is that everything that you have been through has brought you to the very place that you are in your walk with Christ and in your life. We don’t look our past as tools that God has given us to use for our assignment, but we instead use our past as an excuse to not do what God has called us to do. God tells us that “before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations (Jeremiah 1:5)". This description may not sound like where you are right now in your life, but this is what the process and faith is for. God knows every inch of you because He created you.

Lord in Jesus name, I pray to submit to the process and to trust you with all of me. I pray to talk to you before I make any decision and I pray to listen for your voice. Lord teach me your ways. I pray to be God led and not led by my emotions. I pray to remember that you have a plan for my life despite where I see my self today. Lord I pray to be confident and remember that “He who began a good work in me will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus” (Philippians 1:16). In Jesus name.

Recommended Reading: Psalm 119 and Psalm 139

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