The Healing Prophet

I did not desire to write this, but I heard this title and agreed to be obedient.

I once read a statement by Tasha Cobbs Leonard. She shared that she would go and sing, return home, and then feel depressed. I understand that feeling more than I would like to admit.

Depression is a weapon the enemy uses against those whom God has anointed in many areas. Depression has stagnation attached to it, and its assignment is to either kill you, isolate you, or both.

As a therapist, I help many people navigate through depression. I advise increased therapy sessions and medication when needed. I tell them all the ways to battle what has been battling them while being in the very same fight myself.

Depression is nobody’s friend.

It is an enemy that wounds.

The Healing Prophet is an intentional title. It speaks to the heart of the one who carries and speaks the oracles of God, and today, God has a word for you, and for me. “Get up and believe Me.”

In the story of Elijah, we see a powerful man of God who believed he was alone. In his despair, he wanted to isolate himself and die, but God sent an angel to feed him. Elijah was instructed to leave the wilderness and go up on a mountain, signaling that he needed to go higher. Hiding higher gets you out of the wilderness of despair. The cave that Elijah hid in was not meant to be a permanent place, but a place of rest so that he could hear God.

God revealed Himself to Elijah through a still small voice, after many loud and dramatic events occurred. God was not in the noise. He was in the peace that comes when you choose not to be moved by distractions.

I know you feel triggered often. You feel emotional and alone.You feel unloved and tolerated rather than cherished. You feel weak and incapable, but God says otherwise:

God says He is your friend (John 15:15).

God says He reveals His secrets to His prophets (Amos 3:7).

God says He knew you before you were formed and called you to be a prophet to the nations (Jeremiah 1:5).

God knows what you face, and He is saying:

Know your enemy, the one who walks about seeking whom he may destroy (1 Peter 5:8).

Jesus says He came so that you may have life and have it more abundantly (John 10:10).

Whose report will you believe, prophet (Isaiah 53:1).

“Be renewed in the spirit of your minds.” (Ephesians 4:23).

“And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God.” (Romans 12:2)

Place your hand over your heart and pray:

Lord, in the name of Jesus, I forgive myself and those who have hurt me. I release the inner child that I have protected. I allow myself to grow, releasing the hand that I have held and cried for concerning the former me. Lord, I give You every trauma and every trigger. I give You every suppressed emotion and every thought that does not align with Your Word. I disagree with negativity and unhealthy actions and reactions.

I speak life into myself.

I am loved.

I am wanted.

I am enough.

I am valued.

I am made in Your likeness.

I am not rejected.

I am not an orphan.

I have joy.

I am a King’s kid.

I thank You for freedom in Jesus.

I will not look back at my past.

I release what I have held that has hurt me,

and I accept Your hand, Lord. In Jesus’ name I pray, amen.

Allow yourself to breathe.

You have held your breath for too long.

The time is now.

Heal, prophet.

Allow every scab of hurt to finally stop bleeding, and place the bandage of Jesus over it. In Jesus’ name, amen.

Recommended Reading:

Genesis 18:16–33

1 Kings 19

Psalm 139:13–18

Ephesians 1:3–14

Psalm 16:11

Genesis 1:26

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