See Yourself the Way that God Sees You

In 2010 I was lost. I did not know who I was or where I was going. I was sinking. I was not living a life of purpose, but I was merely existing. That all changed when God injected Himself into the mix. I cannot say that I was looking for Him, but I can say that He definitely took the opportunity to change my heart through love.

God loved me during a time when I placed a man’s attention over seeking and falling in love with the attention that He was showing me. God had already placed so much in me that He saw fit to not allow what He had already started to be wasted. I was in a backslidden state, but yet God loved me enough to still use others to show me what He thought of me.

When God begins a work in you, He is faithful to bring it to completion. I desired God, but I was not running after Him. God meant me in a dark and lonely place. He continued to shower me with His love and He allowed the roots that He had already planted in my life to go from a dormmate state to a growing state.

The fruit that God had already planted in my life did not die! He watched over my process and proved to me that nothing could separate me from Him no matter what my life looked like at the time. God can get you to a place where people cannot physically see what you have survived. That is why your testimony is important. God will use you to show others what His grace, mercy, and glory look like.

Start believing what God says about you. I will be the first to admit that that can be a hard thing to do, but if God says it, then it must be true. The beauty of God rubs off on you because you are His creation. The beauty of God can wash the dirt of your past away, but first you must receive it (The beauty of all that God is and all that God does).

You must be able to believe and receive the blessings of the Lord. Those blessings are forgiveness, love, grace, mercy, and fulfillment of purpose. Your past does not discount you, but your faithlessness might. God is not a man that He should lie. I pray that you can began to see yourself the way that God sees you. When God looks at you He sees a conquer and He sees royalty. God has great things for you, but you have to believe that He will accomplish everything in you that He said that He would.

“Then the LORD said to me, "You have seen well, for I am watching over

My word to perform it (Jeremiah 1:12 NASB)".

You are being faithless when you choose to stand still because of fear, shame, your emotional state, or feelings of worthlessness. Confess your sins to God and He will forgive you. Once you have cleansed your heart before Him, get moving!!! Moses could not and was not allowed to let his past or imperfections hinder how God wanted to use him. His purpose was too great in the plans of God and so is yours.

Get moving and have confidence that nothing will be wasted!!!!!

Lord I pray that your people will see themselves the way that you see them. I pray that we will learn to submit to you and I pray that we will learn to lay all shame at your feet. Lord, I pray that you will forgive me for all of my sins. I pray that you will cleanse my heart and that you will help me to forgive myself. I pray to lay my past at your feet and I pray that you will reveal the purpose and the destiny that you have for me to me. I thank you for the love, the grace, and the patience that you show towards me. I thank you for your spirit and I pray for divine alignment. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

Recommended Reading: “And I am certain that God, who began the good work within you, will continue his work until it is finally finished on the day when Christ Jesus returns” (Philippians 1:6 NLT).

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