Janina B.

I’m always baffled at the stories that my mother tells me about what I was like as a child. From her point of view, I was a mini adult/ care giver. At the age of two I made her sandwiches and I knew the medicine that she needed to take when she was sick. I even remember packing her bags when she had to go into the hospital. I knew everything that she would need or want. I packed her pretty pajamas, tooth paste, bible and other things I don’t remember.  Today, at 28, I don’t like to perform such responsibilities because it is nothing that you can ever get used to, but I would still do them. The baffling aspect is that God has been using me since I was a 2 year old to be a sensitive help mate. When I write, my desire is to tell the truth. I don’t mind sharing certain aspects of my life because I see God in them and my hope is that others can see how God is moving in their lives also. My desire is to ignite the passion of Christ in his people. So many of us are stuck. So many people h

“We heard him say, 'I will destroy this temple made with human hands and in three days will build another, not made with hands” (Mark 14:58). I hate the process of being built. It hurts. A LOT! Life and people beat on you and you can feel your self falling apart, but then you hear the sound of the contractors and the bricks being laid on top of one another to make you so much stronger than you were before. The beautiful thing about being built is that you have already been torn down. Many of the toxins have been washed away. Some of the pride is gone and God is the one directing and constructing the whole process. I said that I hate the process of being built, but I never said that you won’t find beauty in it. God will send people by your construction site to compliment the progress that HE is making. Ya see, you have to know that it is HIS progress. I have to stand on the fact that “he who began a good work in me will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus”

I believe that pregnancy is such a beautiful adventure. I look at all of the pictures that people take at every stage of their pregnancy and it makes me ask the question, what if God allowed us to see our spiritual pregnancy? How would we act and would we take care of the baby that we are carrying? People go through different extremes to get pregnant, let alone carry a baby. How is God preparing you to carry the destiny that he has called you to fulfill? Many people have to lose weight, you might have to lose some friends. Is your baby worth the loss? Other people don’t even want to get pregnant because they don’t want to lose their shape. They care what the world thinks about them and they are comfortable with their current circumstance. Then you have people who want a baby so badly that they try to adopt the destiny that God has placed into another individual’s womb. News Flash, God has enabled each and every one of us to be able to endure a spiritual pregnancy, you just need to